It sounds like learning to roll is a very good idea but it’s going to be very hard and the way I paddle makes it pretty unnecessary.
First off a lot of what we do is flatwater and very close to shore in packboats. There’s no rolling there, if they tip, you’re in and not getting back. But where these packboats are meant to be used swimming to shore is a very viable alternative in small lakes and rivers.
As far as going out behind our house on the Sakonnet River it’s always with a doubles with the wife. No need to roll there, you know how in a couple one is always more into paddling and that would I. She refuses to go out in rough waters so I have to time it when weather is nice and water glassy or nearly so. She is 0% prissy about everything and the kind to get her hands dirty but the one thing she is prissy about is getting her hair wet. No way I can get her to roll. And I always carry a bail. Always! One is fashioned to the rigging with fishing line and stored behind the seat in each cockpit of every boat we own.
And I am never alone out there because I have diabetes on an insulin pump. It would be foolhardy to go out paddling and risk a low sugar all alone without help. I never go anywhere in the wilderness, water or woods, unaccompanied. To go in singles just isn’t as fun as they’re not as fast and it’s more effort. I prefer the speed, stability and ease of the double by a long shot out on the big water. And once I discovered the dry suit I just put it on even when it’s 90’. I sweat like crazy. I found half a soda can of “water” in each dry suit foot/sock. It was accumulating in my arms too. The first few times I though the dry suit had a leak but now, it was just sweat!
Don’t care about the heat though, I prefer to keep the insulin pump on as it’s not waterproof and the dry suit is that vehicle. If I spend too much time disconnected (not long, basically over ~60 minutes without insulin flow) I get toxically ketotic which is a quick road to a potentially fatal turn of events so I’d rather deal with the heat from the dry suit but keep my pump on. Is this ideal? No, but neither is having type 1 diabetes. I deal just fine though. Hasn’t stopped me from paddling over 12 miles in a day and I don’t feel like I am limited.
This is actually not that bad. While I’ve never tipped a kayak in 15 years I once was tipped in a Canoe on the St Lawrence Seaway when my son was a lot younger. I had borrowed my friend’s canoe while visiting them up in their cottage which had defective, deteriorated ballast and filled up with water. Its handling was awful and didn’t take much to tip. We were 200 yards from shore because we were next to an island (227 yards according to my Leupold rangefinder actually). The St Lawrence Seaway in June is no joke, it was COLD! It took a bit to swim with the canoe. I basically said something to them to the tune of grabbing their paddles and “THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT WILL GET YOU BACK TO SHORE, YOU SO START KICKING.” There was a slight complaint and I responded “KEEP KICKING”. When the kids saw Jaws with us a couple years later my younger son remembered that scene at the end which I purposely copied from the movie unbeknownst to him and asked if I was trying to imitate the movie back in that situation. I was!\
In that situation I didn’t panic at all. What impressed me was how quickly I grabbed the insulin pump out of my pocket and stuffed it into my mouth to keep it out of the water for the swim. I was just in time, and it didn’t get waterlogged and fail. I have rehearsed the scenario in my mind and the first thing my hand did as I felt myself start to enter the water was to thrust into my pocket just for that purpose. Falling in the water isn’t bad. Good idea to have goggles though!
The one thing that might be limiting me is my ability (and desire) to “play” but I am not playful. I am not the steadiest or most coordinated and my equilibrium isn’t so hot. So I am not the playful type. I can run or paddle fairly fast, carry fairly heavy weights for long distances, shoot bows very accurately. Just don’t ask me to dance, do yoga or be playful trying to balance myself. If you are an old flight sim buff think fast warplanes that dive and climb quickly but don’t maneuver very well. F-4 Phantom; set speed records given enough time and altitude to power up and had enough fuel to cross half the world full of heavy loads but had a reputation of handling like a brick. FYI my BMI is 23, I am not pudgy at all.
So yes I agree with you now. You’ve changed my mind about my complete avoidance to the eskimo roll. I have actually viewed a couple videos and I am at least interested instead of totally repelled so thanks to this forum I learned something. But the situation generally won’t allow for it, I prefer to be a slightly less confident, more timid paddler. I’ll never be seen in a surfski and that’s OK. The doubles we have are plenty fast for me. I don’t feel limited by not wanting to literally rock the boat!
I might actually try a skirt, perform the maneuver with goggles and get back to you guys next year. Maybe I should add goggles to my paddling “kit”.